Do i have abandonment issues?

Probably much of it is abandonment issues and you HAVE to see a psychologist. Go to your school counsellor who can reccomend a good professionl person fpr you to talk to because it is very hard for us to help on Y/A these are really difficult issues that have to be handled by proffessionals.. pleaae go and talk to your school counsellor.. he/she will be able to help I am certain of it.